It happened, move on
I am guessing it is time to move on. Yes, I was sexually abused as a toddler. Not a thing I can do about that. Yes, that revelation of information caused me a lot of distress, cannot change the past. And even though it seemed to answer a lot of questions it also created many more. Is it time to put it all in a box and move on? At some point I have to just shrug my shoulders, say, "yup, that happened" and move on. Is it time? Am I looking for answers that are not there? Am I looking for something that is not even there. A lot of new feelings, emotions, questions, all stirred up. How important is it to identify and answer them? In an email to Chris I compared how I currently feel to that of after a funeral, when everyone has gone home and all is over and you are just there, still kind of numb and not really sure what to do next because everything seems different although it may look the same. Really, it is not that it seems different, it is different. Maybe the world is the sam...