Deep Breath and Prayer

I was not sure what I was going to do for my picture today. Being inside and asleep most of the day I did not have much selection and I wasn't going to use Tess as a "fill in." So, what is that adapter thingy?? A few weeks ago, my sister called me all excited. She said she had something for me and was going to bring it by. It was this little piece of metal adapter hardware. She says, "Now you can hook up the Atari to the flat screen!!!" Yes, it is an adapter to give me that ultimate power! I have not made it too far yet in regards to getting it set up. Maybe tomorrow. Tonight in my Netflix searching for something to watch, I found a documentary on Atari and the attempt to prove the urban legend that Atari had buried all remaining ET games in a landfill because the game sucked and they took such a loss on it. It was really good and gave a good history on Atari and why they closed (and it had nothing to do with the ET game). Throughout the show, it would have the...

Yes, the Blewyhawk has its own Pinterst page for almost two years now. I mean, why not?

I. Feel. Like. Shit. Today is one of those days that reminds me not to get too optimistic about feeling better. Didn't feel well when I got up today yet I got up. Sat at Chris' for a while to get my head on straight as I knew as soon as I walked into work the craziness would kick in. A busy day was ahead. When I was at Chris' I figured I had a fever as I was hot and cold at the same time, yet I shrugged it off. I got a couple hours in here at the office until I was nauseated, in pain, and still running the fever. Tami and Mel told me to go to the Convenient Care, and a co-worker would not get out of my office until I agreed to go. What an adventure. Yes, had a fever and my blood pressure was up a bit. The doc and staff there were very nice, not like some other places where you feel like it is a cattle call. Doc gave me a Zofran the try and calm the nausea. It apparently was not going to play by the rules as I ended up with my head in the trash can with dry heaves. They let ...

I told Chris that I would write as well tonight, then I ate a hamburger. Seems even though I patted off what little grease there was (lean chuck), my stomach started screaming NO NO NO!!! So no long writing tonight as i am in bed early. Lesson learned. So one day when I was fishing, a guy mentioned lakes on Windsor had great fishing. I have continually looked as I drive down Windsor and this is one of the two I can seem to find. Only problem is that they are in a subdivision. Seems I need to search out someone who lives in "The Ponds" so I can fish there :) CU has some great little ponds, they just seem to be in subdivisions with sign that say you must be/have permission of a resident.

Mommy, are you going to drink the rest of your milk? Thank you!

New bracelet. You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it.

Went to church today. Guess who was there. I had decided that the next time I went to church I was going to try and be mindful of my reactions and feelings, since I feel like this situation plays a large part into my recent physical issues. You might say that my attitude in all of this was far from Christlike, and maybe that is true, yet I also know that no one was hurt and that Heavenly Father is ok with me trying to get some answers on my own. The church has 2 parking lots, one on the north side, one on the south. Very few park in the south one as that is the original lot before the addition was built many years ago. I started parking over there upon mom's return. It was a guarantee that I didn't run into her outside and as well, I could come in the Primary side of the building. Yes, it was purely to avoid confronting. Today was no different. Of course I pass the north lot to go to the south lot (makes it sound really big, seriously, it is not) and I saw mom pull in, and I fe...