Deep Breath and Prayer

I have been a hot mess lately, and I generally do not use that phrase. And as if my mental instability has not been enough, Tessa the haluci-dog has spent the last week attacking the corner of the kitchen. I have no clue, yet I am not to judge. If she feels there is something there, then who am I to argue. I just wish her bark was not so high pitched at times. I also wish she would not do this (because she goes on for several minutes or more) in the wee hours of the morning. My only guess is that she smells the mouse that runs through there yet the mouse has been there for a long time. Maybe it is a new mouse? Whatever it is, she refuses to drink out of her water bowl. Ah, children. We went to the park tonight. Went out to the boat dock at Inland Sea there in Kickapoo. I don't know if she has ever been to a park, yet she has now. She ran around a bit yet did not get too far from me. We will have to go out earlier in the evening when the mosquitoes are not in attack mode. She did ge...

You know, there are a lot of things that I can attribute to "getting older" and one more of them is that when I procrastinate until the last minute, I do not get things done as quick and smooth as I once used to. Trying to knock out all the computer work that I have let pile up. Nothing to blame it on other than I just have not been motivated to do it. After a great nap this afternoon, I've already knocked off a little of it. It has been another beautiful day outside and I have spent it inside. I go out, start to walk around and have that "oh I don't think so" feeling and come back in. I guess the upside is that we are on the starting side of good weather and I can work my way up to getting back out in it. Along with my computer work, I have to finish my homework for Chris and Tami. I think it is time to start making lists of what I need to do to have at home too. My desk is covered at times with all kinds of post-it notes. I guess I am better today. My arm ...